ally angst

ugh.

Everyone is leaving. I leave tomorrow.

But then once I will get home it will only be a month until Topper and Evan both leave. 

Then it will be a short time until I have to leave everything there and come back.

I hate hate hate this stupid two lives thing. 

I’m falling

I’m falling

I’m falling into a place that will be hard to crawl out of. Someone help me please.

I wasn’t looking for a principle role. I just wanted a chance.

I am not a singer, but with enough training I can learn it well enough.

I am not a dancer, but with enough practice I can get the steps down.

I just wanted to be in the ensemble. 

But no.